Hi my dear blog and my only supporter BabyJ!

Spm is around the corner. Real soon! Why, why must I be a dumb? I just can't stand for doing nothing and waiting for it coming. I don't want to be a PANIC QUEEN in the exam hall! That would be so stupit :( I got only "16/100%" for account. That would be the worst result I'd ever got in my 10 years of school. Even worse than SEJ! I have to wake up, now!!!
I can't stop time, but wouldn't it be nice if I manage my time well? AHHH If I could get good results and go to Newzealand!

"I can never grow and be better unless I try to do something beyond what I have already mastered" YES! totally agree:)

Btw, School is so boring. I mean it. Life's been hard.

OH MY Miss babyJ <3
I miss you, although we don't always talk to each other but I always do & will ;)
Hope to see you soon in Dec tho. loves!!

NewZealand for twelve days

It was totally fun and I wish time could stop! It's very amazing for looking at all the greens and adorable lamb&cow everyday, everywhere! Around 10 or 20 degree celsius, nice weather, waking up at 6 or 7 almost everyday. It was just fun which full filled the day :) I love it, especially the food&fruits.. Had been sleeping with popo every night in the trip, she's just an adorable old lady which I love the most! Gained so fcking lot of fats. It was like nobody can ignore it, because my tummy is just too big and obvious. anyway, fine ;) I enjoyed!!! Most important I saw Jess the girl and her family members. had been missing her all the time while i'm still at Mlys. she made my trip :) thanksalot for her mom who treat me fruits and sashimi aww! I love the BIKEMAN too! 5 people in a seat haaah! I'm glad that I went Newzealand. had fun and totally forgot all the problems in my mind.

Still, I miss my boy and some of my friends so much during the trip.

Awesomeness of the games :P

Agroventures ; ZORB, SWOOP, SHWEEB & AGROJET

Skyline ; LUGE

Under the stroooong sunlight, SO LOVELY!

Awesome-ness credits to Jessie the photographer ;D

These flowers in the picture were just too awesome!

All taken by Jess for her assignment. She will definately pass!

I'd edited it with picnik ;D

ops hun :) don't mind if I blog it yeah?

loves

JinYang Birthday Party. (Yesterday)

His sweet Seventeen BirthdayParty. I was confusing to attend or not all day long. I'd made a decision at last which is I'll be going if with Jane to be my companion. :) yes. She showed up after I finish my tuition. So me, Jane and brother were going by joe's car. Guess what our present for him, It's a RM50 in a angpao :D I know right it was funny! When we walk in his hse, there were so many peoples that IDONTKNOW or to say I don't really know them. The first thing that came to my mind was "I wanna go home" . Feeling awkward there! We ate so little for dinner and it made me very hungry :( Me and jane were like a honeybee keep stick together no matter where we go. Bored timee :/ but it's better when both of us went for a walk outside his hse. We talk quite many things :) and while we are walking we saw Jacklyn and Weiyew holding hands being sweet together. HAHA, surprised me and jane so much! btw, Jacklyn looks much prettier compare to last time. After the birthday song and cake, peoples left. Only few of us still there. Well, for me, this is the best moment ;) We gamble and had fun these time! Joe lose ALL his money! I lose 70Ringgit too ;( . Around 3, all of us say ciao and went back. I realise that I didn't have a picture which only me and the BirthdayBoy.

Pictures will show that how bored was it which I only take photos with the few numbers of people only.

I need a reason from you/you guys. I guess?

Am I been kicked out? Did you people even try to contact me? IDK.

Well. I hate how my life going on without a phone (spoilt) . It makes me even lonelier when I'm alone :( I would probably missed out some outing or parties which they said they can't contact me.


EXAMPLE: While I watching movie in TSquare with my boy and some girls this afternoon. Jane msg joe. She said she can't contact me and she was back to KL already. I felt totally sucks to be the last one who know this. One more thing. While we are speaking in the phone, she told me that today it's actually got an outing with Brenda and all the girls. But this outing had been canceled due to her transport problem. OKAY, the point is, this outing is ON and with Jane's information, she said Nee told her everybody is confirm going. 'WHICH I DON'T FUCKING KNOW OR HEARD ABOUT IT BEFORE.' I felt like no way, this wasn't real. but this is the damn fact. I told Jane "I don't know about it at all" straight away. She said maybe it's because they couldn't contact me. could it be? come on, so what about FACEBOOK? Is that my computer spoilt also or I didn't tell everybody that I'm using facebook? I couldn't imagine how if Jane is able to go. with they have this outing going on and I'll be knowing it by pictures that you girls upload in facebook later. Who can be able to understand my feelings right now :( I keep telling myself to THINK POSITIVE THINK POSITIVE!!!! May the truth be what I want it to be.


____ the cute crossing line ;) ___


Forget about the upper part. Here are some happy things so share with ;) Shopped with Joe in Pav yst. I fififinally bought a Nike bottle in pink which I finding for it since last year. Joe bought one in blue too awww! beside that, the movie I watched today is "what woman want". The main actors inside are AndyLau and 巩俐. It wasn't that nice nor funny, just that it is not too boring to watch also.

Look at it. Awesome, especially when using it

to splash water on someone :D

still got others who say it's nice to watch also :)

I don't mind. It worth nothing to stay no more. fck it

'bitch' .
It's fine. You have your own mouth and you can say whatever you like. But kindly reminder here, don't do that too much. When you're doing it too much, it would makes everyone hates you. You should've use your brain and think before you speak and do abit changes about your bitchy princess attitudes. Not like everyone is meant to be your slave, pretending smile or good to you and follow your 'order'. Don't always fcking look down on somebody, because you ain't that perfect also. You're actually childish in peoples' eyes you know. Yes, and I felt that you will never have a true friend, because you're too fake, to everyone! Smile as sweet as honey infront of somebody and fcking evil gossip about him/her behind. EW! Try not to be fake sometimes? I guess It might helps ameliorate your relationships between the others huh? Don't worry, I won't do such thing like making problems or topic about you :) Just what you did today (perhaps everyday), were very ironic.

'dumb' .
You're quite dumb? LOL. we were a pair of goodfriends sharing things and problems last time. So what about now? You being like a servitor, sorry, even other peoples think like that. Servitor of a "princess" that you actually thinks she's your best friend. Wtf? You even try to act like her sometimes don't you? You thought that was cool. It wasn't cool at all! You can never be her, and I'm glad for that. Because she's so sucks! Why not you just do decision with your wish but not always listening to her and do whatever she ask you to do. I felt sorry to see that last time. But somehow I feel that is funny while see you doing that now. Because nobody force you to do that. You takes the person who seriously concerns about you like a RUBBISH that you can easily throw it away whenever you don't need it, and the advices the person gave like a lame jokes. So what? you'll get it someday. Thought that princess loves you and appreciates you? HAHA! Be ready to see how she treat you when she got some other peoples in college next time.

pheeeeew! I just blog it out to feel good. It seriously works. I feel so good! I admit that I will never scold or screw you up in face just like what I had written up there. Wasting my time and creating problem, I would instead tell the one that worth for me to concern and give advices.

schooooool :)

As usual, I'M LATE! But it wasn't my fault this time. I woke up early this morning and went downstair to wait for little Ryan's driver to fetch me to school tgt with him. BUT the 'princess', infact 'prince' was preparing himself too slowww. Delay and delay. but somehow can understand it's hard for a kid to wake up early for school. Until 8 something, they're still not done yet, so my mom ask me not to wait and she fetch me there :) Today lesson were all good. not much homework to do, and teacher wasn't really teaching. We almost used all the time for the CNY decoration. I'd brought some Cny biscuit and candies to school, eat during lessson was FUN!! So happy that tonight has no tuition ;)) I got my own free time yeah ♥

Dead mind

I absent school today. Many reasons to say. Lazy? too tired? not ready? didn't finish up my home work? Funny right. I suppose to do my best for the last year! I suppose to give double efford than the others. now see, I giving excuses to skip school. It was true that I haven't done my HW yet. But i'm very lazy to do it also, even though skipping school because of it. 'I'll do it later' WTF! I realise that i'm a very confusing person. YESorNO forever changing at anytime. So better here I make a promise ;) ofcourse It won't be a big promise because I know I can't really do what I've promised to do. okay, here is the promise : Imma do it now, no wasting time, after finish posting this, DO MY ECON WORKS!

Miracle

Miracle did happen sometimes ;) remember my pray? for the heels and dress thing. Since my dress is white with many red colour flowers, and I got a pretty HIGHheel from my aunt, it's white in colour! A smart girl like me go paint my toenails in red colour. It becomes a perfect match with my dress ;) but somehow, I walk like those 'ahgua' with the HIGHHHHHeel, it just too high for me. Yet luckily, I still manage to walk without falling down ;) yeah, about the poolside, it'd canceled. Because it's RAINING! gosh, too bad. perhaps, it was LUCKY to me! It had became a ballroom wedding because of the rain, and my dress was completely FINE with the place.

Blog alive.

I've been thinking so long to make a new blog, finally this is up.
Congratulations to my cousin ;) today is his biggest memorable day. Wearing handsome and holding tight with his pretty wifey. Sweetest married couple in the year 2011. Wishing them best luck in life! ;) Just came back from the tea section and got angpao from them hehe. Feeling tired, but also quite excited for the wedding dinner of them tonight. They held it at the poolside! It's my first experience to go for a poolside wedding ;) We will move to the location at 4.20pm. So now I left 3 hours to prepare myself! PROBLEMS! I not sure to wear which dress, because it's at the poolside, worried if I'm the only one who wear like that. Heard from them to wear casual, but mine isn't casual at all AND I don't have a nice heels that suits my wedding dress. Praying hard, hope that I would not be a weirdo later!